Sidetracked: First hand experience in ‘Love’
Well, I made a promise like, a month ago, to write about what the hell happened in that ‘dating’ watchamacallit thingamajig.
Ok so let’s start from the top. You see, my first motive about doing this was to study and take note on what it feels like to be er, ‘loved’. So I did a risky thing and posted my number online, along with the details about what I’m looking for. If you must know, I posted on a random blog so yeah, I don’t have to give the full details so don’t ask me :p
So yeah, a few hours after, I got like a reply but this person thought it was like, just for hookup or some shit so I declined politely. Seriously, some people are desperate for money. Shame.
Another one tried to call but fortunately, my phone automatically rejects unknown numbers so yeah :D
Then the last one was it. Well, to be honest at first, we just texted once and then that person vanished. Can’t do anything since it was 2am that time.
I was kinda surprised that that person texted again the moment I woke up. Creepy, huh? So anyway, we continued talking and well, I found the person interesting to talk to and we agreed to meet in a public place for a simple ‘date’ hahaha!
So yeah we met up in a bookstore and went to eat out. I have to say, I wasn’t expecting that kind of a person, but hey, I’m not complaining :p
We spent the rest of the day sitting somewhere where we talked to get to know each other more.
It felt like that this person was the one but then, I didn’t know that it was just some INFATUATION in the end.
Well, we kinda continued this for about a week or so and then the end was coming.
Well you see, I guess I have to blame myself for laying the jealousy thing too thick.
You see, I was making the person jealous a bit while I was at my classmate’s pad. I said that we were ‘playing’ and all. Then person got somewhat upset so I said that I’m going home so we won’t have to argue. Then again, person said that it was fine because it may give an impression that I was being held captive or something like the person’s being over-possesive.
Well it was too late since I was at home already. Then we didn’t talk for a while then I tried wooing person saying my sorries and all. Then I got a reply that we would just discuss this tomorrow.
Well, that ‘tomorrow’ didn’t come and I thought person’s phone got mugged or something. Then again, I might have been just ignored. So I asked a friend of mine to do some undercover operation: she texts person and we’ll see if she gets a reply and we’ll be able to confirmed my theory.
So yeah, I was right all along that I was being ignored and well, my friend got pissed and sent a hate text for not talking to me. Though I was sad, I was kinda laughing because my friend was so pissed calling the person a loser for not confronting me personally so yeah.
I got over of course (that fast, I know), and texted my goodbyes. Haha as if that person read the message I sent. It was probably deleted before it was even read at all! Hahaha
It’s sad because I hate meeting and then hating / forgetting people w/o any reconciliation. But yeah, WHATEVER.
I guess I’m better off alone (which I’m very used to) or something. My friends think that person’s objective was just sex but yeah, not sure about that. Though there might be truth in that. I’ll spare the details on that part xD
If you’re reading this person, it’s sad it ended this way. I pray that you find the perfect dude for you :p
Now, I’m back being bitter and a hater. It feels great to be my real self again (: